{"id":51046,"date":"2026-03-04T08:27:36","date_gmt":"2026-03-04T08:27:36","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/mustafaayazmuzesi.com\/TR\/?page_id=51046"},"modified":"2026-03-04T08:50:52","modified_gmt":"2026-03-04T08:50:52","slug":"kisisel-yazilari","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/mustafaayazmuzesi.com\/TR\/index.php\/mustafa-ayaz\/kisisel-yazilari\/","title":{"rendered":"Ki\u015fisel Yaz\u0131lar\u0131"},"content":{"rendered":"\t\t
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Mustafa Ayaz<\/span>
\u00d6zge\u00e7mi\u015f<\/a>
Sergiler<\/a>
\u00d6d\u00fclleri<\/a>
\u25ba <\/span>Ki\u015fisel Yaz\u0131lar\u0131<\/a>
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Ki\u015fisel Yaz\u0131lar\u0131<\/strong><\/div>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t
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Gecekondudan \u00c7a\u011fda\u015f Bir M\u00fczeye <\/div><\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/summary>\n\t\t\t\t
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1974 y\u0131l\u0131nda, Yenimahalle-\u015eentepe\u2019de gecekondumu yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m zaman d\u00fcnyalar benim olmu\u015ftu. Art\u0131k hem ailemin hem de resimlerimin bir yuvas\u0131 vard\u0131. \u00c7evrenin sanatsal bir mekana d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fmesi i\u00e7in de bah\u00e7e duvar\u0131na bir kabartma tasarlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. B\u00f6ylece benim gecekondum s\u0131radan olmaktan \u00f6te Mustafa Ayaz\u2019\u0131n sanat evi olarak ya\u015fayacakt\u0131.<\/span>
Evin bodrumunu at\u00f6lye olarak kullan\u0131yordum. En g\u00fczel eserlerimi de orada yapt\u0131m. Y\u0131llar ge\u00e7ti. Resimlerim \u00e7o\u011fald\u0131. Sonra 2002 y\u0131l\u0131nda \u00e7a\u011fda\u015f anlamda kendi ad\u0131ma bir m\u00fcze yapma gereksinimini duydum. Hemen kollar\u0131 s\u0131vad\u0131m. Umdu\u011fumun \u00e7ok \u00e7ok \u00fcst\u00fcnde bir i\u015fi ba\u015fard\u0131m; hem de bir kuru\u015f yard\u0131m almadan. Halktan ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 halka vererek\u2026<\/span>
M\u00fczenin arsas\u0131 2003 y\u0131l\u0131n\u0131n \u015eubat ay\u0131nda sat\u0131n al\u0131nd\u0131 ve in\u015faat\u0131na da ayn\u0131 y\u0131l Ekimde ba\u015fland\u0131. Ankara-Balgat, Ziyabey Caddesi \u00fczerinde in\u015fa edilen m\u00fczenin hayali ve sevinci ile uykular\u0131m ka\u00e7\u0131yordu. Art\u0131k resim yapm\u0131yor, bina ile ilgili projeler tasarl\u0131yor, planlar \u00e7iziyordum. Amac\u0131m bir m\u00fcze binas\u0131 in\u015fa etmek de\u011fildi. Yap\u0131tlar\u0131m\u0131n g\u00fcvenli bir bar\u0131na\u011f\u0131 olsun, orada sonsuza dek ya\u015fayabilsin ve kal\u0131c\u0131 olsunlar diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordum. B\u00f6ylece 30 y\u0131ll\u0131k hayallerim ger\u00e7e\u011fe d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fecekti; gecekondudan \u00e7a\u011fda\u015f bir m\u00fczeye\u2026<\/span><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/details>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t

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Yapt\u0131klar\u0131m de\u011fil, as\u0131l yapacaklar\u0131m heyecanland\u0131r\u0131yor beni.<\/span>
En b\u00fcy\u00fck bulu\u015fum kendimi aray\u0131p bulmak olacakt\u0131r.<\/span>
Sanat\u00e7\u0131y\u0131 ayakta tutacak en b\u00fcy\u00fck g\u00fc\u00e7 sevgidir.<\/span>
Kalbimi delen, kafama balyoz gibi inen duygular\u0131 doyurmak i\u00e7in durmadan \u00e7iziyor, boyuyorum.<\/span>
Hep iki \u015fey aras\u0131nda ya\u015fad\u0131m: k\u00f6yle kent, sevapla g\u00fcnah, varl\u0131kla yokluk. Resimlerimin temel \u00f6\u011fesi bu ikilem ve \u00e7eli\u015fkilerdir.<\/span>
Yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m her resim sevdiklerim i\u00e7in yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir \u015fiirdir.<\/span>
Di\u015flerimi ve f\u0131r\u00e7ay\u0131 olabildi\u011fince s\u0131karak boyaya enerji veriyorum.<\/span>
A\u015fk \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131 besteleyemedi\u011fim i\u00e7in resim yap\u0131yorum.<\/span>
\u00d6\u011fretilebilen \u015fey sanat de\u011fildir.<\/span>
As\u0131l olan m\u00fczelere girmek de\u011fil, m\u00fczelik resim yapmakt\u0131r.<\/span>
Canl\u0131lar\u0131 ya\u015fama ba\u011flayan o y\u00fcce duygunun, sevginin pe\u015finden ko\u015ftum hep. Onun sayesinde umutland\u0131m, kendime \u00f6zg\u00fc de\u011ferler yakalamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Sevgiyi mutlulu\u011fu hep beynimde ya\u015fayacak, ya\u015fataca\u011f\u0131m.<\/span>
T\u00fcm d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerimi ve sevgimi resme d\u00f6k\u00fcyorum. Ondan sonra da konu\u015fmak niye, konu\u015facaklar\u0131m resimlerimde var.<\/span>
A\u015fk ve sevgi u\u011fruna \u00e7izip boyad\u0131\u011f\u0131m resimler sadece birer sanat eseri olarak de\u011fil ayn\u0131 zaman da bir ya\u015fam ser\u00fcveni olarak de\u011ferlendirilmeli.<\/span>
\u0130pek b\u00f6ce\u011fi ya\u015fam i\u00e7in nas\u0131l ipek \u00fcretirse ben de kendi mutlulu\u011fum i\u00e7in resim yap\u0131yorum.<\/span>
Sanat i\u00e7in laf \u00fcretenler var. Birde sanat yapanlar var. Laf \u00fcretenler lafta kal\u0131r, sanat yapanlar sanat\u00e7\u0131 olur.<\/span>
Siyah boyalar getirin, \u00e7ok \u00e7ok siyah boya. Her \u015feyin anlams\u0131z oldu\u011funu g\u00f6stermek i\u00e7in kapkara siyah boyalar. Ama k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck bir k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck bir \u0131\u015f\u0131k gerek, o da ya\u015fad\u0131k\u00e7a umudum olacak. Bizi ya\u015fama ba\u011flayan, bize g\u00fczel \u015feyler yapt\u0131ran \u00f6zlemlerimiz, umutlar\u0131m\u0131z de\u011fil mi?<\/span>
Ben bug\u00fcn\u00fc de\u011fil, gelece\u011fin mutlulu\u011funu ya\u015f\u0131yorum.<\/span>
Kendimi ar\u0131yorum, \u00e7ize \u00e7ize, boyaya boyaya.<\/span>
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Mustafa Ayaz\u00d6zge\u00e7mi\u015fSergiler\u00d6d\u00fclleri\u25ba Ki\u015fisel Yaz\u0131lar\u0131Makaleler Ki\u015fisel Yaz\u0131lar\u0131 Gecekondudan \u00c7a\u011fda\u015f Bir M\u00fczeye 1974 y\u0131l\u0131nda, Yenimahalle-\u015eentepe\u2019de gecekondumu yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m zaman d\u00fcnyalar benim olmu\u015ftu. Art\u0131k…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"parent":51065,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-51046","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mustafaayazmuzesi.com\/TR\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/51046","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mustafaayazmuzesi.com\/TR\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mustafaayazmuzesi.com\/TR\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mustafaayazmuzesi.com\/TR\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mustafaayazmuzesi.com\/TR\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=51046"}],"version-history":[{"count":13,"href":"https:\/\/mustafaayazmuzesi.com\/TR\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/51046\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":51087,"href":"https:\/\/mustafaayazmuzesi.com\/TR\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/51046\/revisions\/51087"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mustafaayazmuzesi.com\/TR\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/51065"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mustafaayazmuzesi.com\/TR\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=51046"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}